a loner - "im here and im always here for myself"

Its been a so cold night, i feel so alone now. Well, i can really manage the so-called outburst of my emotions. i just laugh how i deal,grow,realize about my experiences in life.

Being a loner that i used to think most, im a happy person who somehow finds that the WORLD is a very great territorial place, a very kind and expressive individual whose not afraid to share views with other people, criticize with them, and even fight for what i think is right. But in some other way :( being a person with such perceptions in life got some outbacks of previous events in life.

Where i could tell to myself na "may mali din ako" ung tipong im right...i know im really right and thats why im fighting for it pero ull get a second thought after ng situation na "is it worthy to fight for whats best even it will hurt others?" ung tipong tama naman ako ah..."pero nasaktan ko sya"... parang ull come to realize in this world you need to get hurt just to learn the truth..

Ive always been a good son, boyfriend to my girlfriend, a brother, and a friend to everyone. Im 24 right now, i still got no career that i could call my own, i got no assets i could call "galing yan sa pawis ko". its just i do need to do some sacrifices for the sake of something we call roles in life. After all ive be grateful for all of this years for i have been a a true person to myself, learning each new thing and add up it to my file of great knowledge in life...

And i think in the time ill get to my bed all i can say is "im here and always here for myself, with a second thought of you can never be the good person to others if you can never be so good to yourself"